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4 i don't knw the name cause i just got it
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i got on xanga! first time in idk but it's been a wail. i'm like drop dead tyred tho so go to my myspace! and ttfn http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=49211431 |
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| xanga's so dead so i'll just talk to my self cause i've had the biggest craving to wright in it. it's odd csause i don't even know why. i really felt like i lost my mind all day to day. i keept hearing my name even when know one said it. i was really bouncy tho. i think it was the jeans that cut off the cerculation to my hips. school always makes me sad. i think about all the ways i fucked up in 9th. i really spend so much time beating my self up and desiding what i could do better next time that it feel's like i'm not haveing a this time. i'm so used to it i can't stop tho. i've made it to where i have to strugle to keep moveing from the time i get up till the second i lay down. then the move. i've never just moved like this. it's always been cause i had to and i guess i do but it still feels like i'm choseing this. i don't know what's going to happen to my problems. if i'm just going to forget them and never remimber haveing them. wether i just take them with me and get more. i love change but i don't love this. i don't know how many bubles i have left to burst. but i never really did before i just thought i did. my mind is just one big ginormo contradiction |
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| i love my anti religious merlin |
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| the virtue of patience. just another thing that's lost on the young. thrown into the same endless pit as morals famaly falues divotion realilization. the youth will do anyhing and everything to avoid boredom just one minet longer. what is so scary about boredom. just a way to rest till a natural ocering intertaining moment ok i can't finis this cause i just really don't want to |
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| Went out on the lake last weekend and got up on a knee board. I was so freaken happy I haven’t been able to do that for the longest time. But I wish I didn't get up cause I didn't get tired the 4 hours I was doing it but was still sore as hell the next day and today. It hurts to type. There’s no way in hell I’m going out to day. I don't need to support the forth of pyros I mean Americans I mean July. Oh last night I talked to Dustin for 4 hours. I probably going to get a tumor something but it’s worth it. And now I’m going to go feel the burn by changing to CDs hast luago
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And marry fucking Christmas I made a myspace so I don't want to hear it from anyone every again http://www.myspace.com/49211431 |
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